almost lover;

bittersweet;

Sun, 13 Dec 2009 18:22:34 GMT

At the crossroads of life, we all end up having our own paths to take, our own decisions to make.

I guess forever really was just a flimsy, fleeting fantasy.

the best kind of love.

Tue, 03 Nov 2009 16:22:24 GMT

JIHOO FANGUSH *_*

No seriously, he looks better and better every time I see him.

~~Pw is frying my brain.~~

ETA: And how am I supposed to continue writing TxT Hanadan fic when Ji Hoo has totally converted me to RxT!

cold comfort.

Sun, 06 Sep 2009 12:37:42 GMT

DOES THE GUY CIRCLED LOOK LIKE audjoker OR DOES HE LOOK LIKE audjoker!

I just couldn't resist not sharing :D

-

In other news, my life is pretty much headed for a nosedive down a cliff. Nothing new.

Ach Gott, vom Himmel sieh darein

Tue, 01 Sep 2009 14:50:15 GMT

Name: Joy
Date: 9/1/2009
Colorgenics Number: 07312654

At this particular time, you are feeling that you are or were unjustly and undeservedly treated and/or betrayed in your hopes and dreams. You feel that everything is against you. But look on the bright side for you are, whether you believe it or not, a survivor.

Being a likeable person you get on well with neighbours and friends. You don't need anything to 'Rock your boat'. You want to 'love' and to be loved'.

All the problems that you have been experiencing of late seem to have become a part of your life and there is little that can be done to change the situation. Your emotions run high - but even though you feel as if at times you are about to burst this situation will pass. Try to release your pent-up emotions by participating in some extra physical activities like running, swimming, whatever. There must be some favourite pastime, not necessarily strenuous, that can help you to relax.

For some time now your hopes and expectations have been denied and because of this you are becoming withdrawn and introverted. Continual disappointment has manifested itself in you becoming both suspicious and restrained you have become withdrawn from others and have receded more and more into yourself. You seem to have lost your innate enthusiasm and imaginative nature, for fear that you may be carried away by it only to find that you are wasting your time. You are loath to trust people, as in the past your trust has been misplaced. You seem to be keeping yourself cautiously aloof from others. At this moment in time your attitude is to trust nobody - until they can prove themselves to you.

You are moody and depressed at this time but it will pass. All of your hopes and dreams seem to have gone astray and you are fearful of planning further for the future. Disappointment at the non fulfilment of your hopes and the fear that to formulate fresh goals will only lead to further setbacks have resulted in considerable anxiety and you try to escape from this by withdrawing into yourself. But that is not the answer. You have the power to succeed, believe in yourself... all is possible to him who believes.

-

Accurate to a T. So now I have a professional version of my emotional state.

/love like no other

Sun, 23 Aug 2009 16:13:20 GMT

So. The birthday's officially over. Pretty uneventful and terribly draining, seeing as how I was out doing math with sundaysanity instead of actually celebrating like most normal people would do -.-

Nevertheless, I want to thank all the people who wished my happy birthday/got me presents and just brightened up my day :D So here goes. (Hopefully I don't miss anyone out.) I love you guys ♥

Rachel raaaaaaachel
Karon bluepolkadott
Thalia sundaysanity
Louisa rottinghedge
Audrey audjoker
Xiaotong aprilfever
Jolene moyashiii
Zhiying
Denise somnolent_z
Vanessa
Leow peachlaxatives
Peiyun
Renee
Bessy
Christine Anne
Kar Chian
Jiafeng stringpuppets
Liying
Simmun
Judith
Chun Yung
Arthur
Ryan
Shaowen
Amelia
Erina
Suren (who wished me 2 days in advance haha)
Ain tickledtoes
Megan
Jia En
Elias
Si Min
Jia Min
Ching Ying
Pearlyn
Christine aeiouuuuuu
Brenda sparkledrainbow
Mii Wei
En Xin
Evonne
Jeremy
Qingwei
minutesto12 (who wished me 2 days in advance, thanks hon!)
Michelle
And my family :D

and you'll take the world by storm;

Sat, 15 Aug 2009 15:55:08 GMT

I was really feeling rather pleased today, seeing as how I seemed to have accomplished pretty much (by my standards). Till I learnt that Rafa and Roger crashed out of Montreal Masters.

Not to mention that Rafa might lose his No. 2 ranking to Murray, if Murray reaches the finals.

Freaks. It isn't FAIR. That Rafa should fall two ranks down within such a short span, especially since his knees have yet to fully heal. Talk about kicking a man when he's down >:|

I miss Rafa dominating the courts, and I really hope he makes it for US Open. I haven't been the most ardent of fans recently, but I truly do love Rafa and his tennis ♥

AND. On to the ranting.

I can't believe Roger fell to bloody @#$%^&*( Tsonga, of all people. I've never liked Tsonga, and I make no secret about that fact. Ever since he appeared as a dark horse in last year's Australian Open and defeated Rafa, I've disliked him. I started detesting him when he snubbed bluepolkadott when she asked him for an autograph at the airport.

Normally, I wouldn't care much if Roger lost - I'm no great Federer fan, clearly. But Tsonga just grates on my nerves, with his smug face and inexplicably superior attitude.

Basically, all I'm trying to say is that I HATE TSONGA.

Okay, end of rant.

On a side note, Facebook is screwed up and totally pissing me off.

I just realized I have a photo of Rafa's ass. Mmmmyeah :D ~~I feel like a perv saying that.~~ Maybe I should change my tennis icon to that *_*

because love surpasses all boundaries;

Thu, 13 Aug 2009 13:46:57 GMT

BECAUSE I FOUND AN AWESOME BUNCH OF ~~GAY~~ FUNNY HARRY POTTER VIDEOS.

The videos lessened my stress considerably. I so need to find the soundtrack of Gay Boyfriend :D

and our memories flood with colour.

Mon, 10 Aug 2009 14:28:34 GMT

Your Feet Say You're Flexible

You are more expressive than most people. You let everyone know how you're feeling - the good, the bad, and the ugly.

You are a very passionate person. You are highly charged and easily inspired.

You are an assertive person at times. You'll pull out all the stops to get what you want, if it's worth it.

You don't fall in love easily. It's hard for you to connect to people, and you don't have many attachments.

You are not afraid of anything. You are brave and courageous, even when most people would be terrified.

You are very practical and down to earth. You're more concerned with action than thoughts.

You are very spoiled. You don't work unless you have to, and you love to be waited on.

You are easily influenced by other people. You're quite impressionable, so you should only be around people who are a good influence.

What Do Your Feet Say About You?

Stumbled on this on my f-list. To quote disfigureddream : crazy accurate.

-

And on to life! Or lack thereof.

Saturday was probably the most fun I've had for a very long time. For once, everyone could make it, and that made it all the more awesome. Almost a throwback to 4faith days. The photos say it all.

Sunday was studying with Thalia at Marina Square's Gloria Jean's. Not many hours put in, but pretty solid, if I do say so myself. About 3 hours, then it was off to fancy high-end, out-of-budget stores for Lester's present. Which turned out quite a hoot. I'm not going to spill the beans, seeing as how I'll be giving him the present tomorrow. But I think one day I'll probably look back and reminisce over old photos and think: omg I can't believe I did such crazily mortifying things.

And I don't really know why I'm lj-ing now when there's a physics exam coming up tomorrow that I have to urgently cram for. That's poor time management (aka me) for you :/

So as incoherent and disjointed as this post may seem, I'll have to end here by saying that I seriously love all my friends. You guys are awesome ♥

laughter, the best medicine.

Sat, 01 Aug 2009 11:45:38 GMT

Because I figured it's time for an update. Dad's email added laughter to my of-late terribly dismal life.

Suntan oil

The four stages of life

Ren/Kyoko prompts

Tue, 10 Mar 2009 14:51:32 GMT

001.	Autumn.	002.	Spring.	003.	Summer.	004.	Winter.	005.	Amused.
006.	Balance.	007.	Betrayal.	008.	Bunnies.	009.	Cemetery.	010.	Chocolate.
011.	Cranky.	012.	Curious.	013.	Decisions.	014.	Destiny.	015.	First Glance.
016.	Love.	017.	Lust.	018.	Energetic.	019.	Famous.	020.	Fight.
021.	Flame.	022.	Found.	023.	Lost.	024.	Frustrated.	025.	Giggly.
026.	Gun.	027.	Knife.	028.	Heartache.	029.	Justice.	030.	Leather.
031.	Education.	032.	Lessons.	033.	School.	034.	Teacher.	035.	Encounter.
036.	Naughty.	037.	Monsters.	038.	Movie Night.	039.	Need.	040.	Otherworld.
041.	Peaceful.	042.	Promise.	043.	Ritual.	044.	Silk Sheets.	045.	Sinful.
046.	Skating.	047.	Years.	048.	Space.	049.	Toys.	050.	Watching the Clock.

no holds barred.

Mon, 29 Dec 2008 06:03:30 GMT

Because I really don't have anything much better to do. Mainly for my own reference, though.

List of manga I've read :D (No particular order)
1. Vampire Knight
2. Skip Beat!
3. Loveless
4. Itadakimasu
5. Haa Haa
6. Hanazakari no Kimitachi e (Hanakimi)
7. Private Prince
8. Love Celeb
9. Love Strip
10.Love Monster
11. Blaue Rosen
12. Kaikan Phrase
13. Special A
14. Zettai Kareshi
15. Boku ni Natta Watashi
16. Bloody Kiss
17. 7th Period is a Secret
18. 1/3 no Kareshi
19. Ai Hime ~ Ai to Himegoto
20. Gekka no Kimi
21. Akane-chan OVERDRIVE
22. Beast Master
23. Faster than a Kiss
24. Fruits Basket
25. After School Wedding
26. Baby it's You
27. 7 Jikanme Rhapsody
28. Full House Kiss
29. Hana Yori Dango (Abandoned)
30. Lovesick
31. Aisuru Hito
32. Forbidden Phrase
33. Forbidden Wedding
34. Haou Airen (Abandoned)
35. His Body Temperature, Her Long Sigh
36. Jun'ai Koza Kemono Shiyou
37. Kinjirareta Ai no Kajitsu
38. Sensual Trigger
39. Sex = Love²
40. Sexy Guardian
41. Sheherazade
42.Tsuki to Himawari
43. Tsuyogari
44. You're my Girlfriend
45. Ren-ai Shijou Shugi
46. Zakuro no Mi wo Abaite
47. 24 Colors - Hatsukoi no Palette
48. Junjou Romantica
49. Dare Nimo Himitsu no Koi Monogatari
50. Lovenista
51. Bet!!
52. Winter Flowers
53. Anata ni Tsunagaretai
54. Kyou Koi wo Hajimemasu
55. Bokudake no Peach Sapuri
56.Sex Therapist
57. Okane Ga Nai
58. Exclusive Love Contract
59. Kaichou wa Maid-sama
60. Junjou Romantica
61. Beauty Pop
62. My Balls
63. Shugo Chara
64. Hana to Akuma
65. Karin
66. Midnight Secretary
67. Rurouni Kenshin
68. Saiunkoku Monogatari
69. Erotikku ni Oborero
70. 17 Sai Natsu - Seifuku no Jouji
71. Baby Pink Kiss
72. First Girl
73. Sex to Kiss to Setsunasa no Aida
74. Akuma na Motokare
75. Deep Kiss
76. Jun'ai no Seinen
77. Happy Yarou Wedding
78. Utsukushi Kemonotachi
79. Virgin Love
80. Toriko ni Natta Kemono
81. Hanbun wa Ai de Dekitemasu
82. Dangerous Love Triangle
83. Gakuen Ouji
84. Hairstyle Amanojaku Shiyou
85. "Suki" to Ienai
86. Princess Ver. 1
87. 99% Love
88. Pink no Idenshi
89. Sentimental Honey
90. Anata no Omocha
91. Atashi no Okiiniri
92. Hyoutenka no Maria
93. Baked Sweet Glasses
94. Cat and Master Dog
95. Romantic Beauty
96. Koibana
97. Koi Gokoro Gekokujou
98. Amai Yokubou
99. Eien no Aida ni Miru Yume
100. Love Healing
101. Oresama no Kurae!
102. Love Trial
103. Zenryousen Ginsei Gakuen Monogatari
104. Aruhi Totsuzen Koi wa Kuru?!
105. Taiken
106. Akuma no Love Song
107. Ikenai Sensei, Iketeru Darling
108. Sex Therapist
109. Tokyo Crazy Paradise
110. Mei-chan no Shitsuji
111. Ouran High School Host Club
112. Kimi wa Petto
113. My Barbaric Girlfriend
114. Ai Ore!

I know there are more which I've read, but I can't seem to remember. I'll update... whenever. Haha. It's actually quite scary, come to think of it, seeing as how more than 75 percent of this was read during this holidays -.-

like a rabbit on crack.

Sat, 29 Nov 2008 23:12:16 GMT

Three words. OH. MY. GOD.

HYOTEI REGULARS

Mon, 17 Mar 2008 09:35:23 GMT

001.	Birthday.	002.	Christmas.	003.	New Year.	004.	Solstice.	005.	Thanksgiving.
006.	Belief.	007.	Bouncy.	008.	Campfire.	009.	City.	010.	Country.
011.	Cold.	012.	Hot.	013.	Warm.	014.	Costumes.	015.	Creative.
016.	Determined.	017.	Dog.	018.	Dream.	019.	Nightmare.	020.	First Love.
021.	Forever.	022.	Flying.	023.	Healing.	024.	Innocence.	025.	Guilt.
026.	Feel.	027.	Sight.	028.	Sound.	029.	Taste.	030.	Touch.
031.	Sixth Sense.	032.	Hopeful.	033.	Jealous.	034.	Magic.	035.	Massage Oil.
036.	Meeting the family.	037.	Animal.	038.	Rain.	039.	Rainbow.	040.	Snow.
041.	Storm.	042.	Wind.	043.	Enthralled.	044.	Anonymous.	045.	Romantic.
046.	Scared.	047.	Life.	048.	Weeks.	049.	Tattoo.	050.	Vengeance.