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Like the banner says. Friends Only. (This means that everything is locked, which means you can't see anything till I friend you. I'm tired of people asking.)
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(If you cared, you'd read this post, because I unlocked it for you.)

( this week's destination. )



ETA: Omg it's been a flippin' year since I've updated my Shinkumi fic! D:

JIHOO FANGUSH *_*

No seriously, he looks better and better every time I see him.

Pw is frying my brain.

ETA: And how am I supposed to continue writing TxT Hanadan fic when Ji Hoo has totally converted me to RxT!

DOES THE GUY CIRCLED LOOK LIKE audjoker OR DOES HE LOOK LIKE audjoker!



I just couldn't resist not sharing :D

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In other news, my life is pretty much headed for a nosedive down a cliff. Nothing new.

Name: Joy
Date: 9/1/2009
Colorgenics Number: 07312654

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At this particular time, you are feeling that you are or were unjustly and undeservedly treated and/or betrayed in your hopes and dreams. You feel that everything is against you. But look on the bright side for you are, whether you believe it or not, a survivor.

Being a likeable person you get on well with neighbours and friends. You don't need anything to 'Rock your boat'. You want to 'love' and to be loved'.

All the problems that you have been experiencing of late seem to have become a part of your life and there is little that can be done to change the situation. Your emotions run high - but even though you feel as if at times you are about to burst this situation will pass. Try to release your pent-up emotions by participating in some extra physical activities like running, swimming, whatever. There must be some favourite pastime, not necessarily strenuous, that can help you to relax.

For some time now your hopes and expectations have been denied and because of this you are becoming withdrawn and introverted. Continual disappointment has manifested itself in you becoming both suspicious and restrained you have become withdrawn from others and have receded more and more into yourself. You seem to have lost your innate enthusiasm and imaginative nature, for fear that you may be carried away by it only to find that you are wasting your time. You are loath to trust people, as in the past your trust has been misplaced. You seem to be keeping yourself cautiously aloof from others. At this moment in time your attitude is to trust nobody - until they can prove themselves to you.

You are moody and depressed at this time but it will pass. All of your hopes and dreams seem to have gone astray and you are fearful of planning further for the future. Disappointment at the non fulfilment of your hopes and the fear that to formulate fresh goals will only lead to further setbacks have resulted in considerable anxiety and you try to escape from this by withdrawing into yourself. But that is not the answer. You have the power to succeed, believe in yourself... all is possible to him who believes.

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Accurate to a T. So now I have a professional version of my emotional state.

So. The birthday's officially over. Pretty uneventful and terribly draining, seeing as how I was out doing math with sundaysanity instead of actually celebrating like most normal people would do -.-

Nevertheless, I want to thank all the people who wished my happy birthday/got me presents and just brightened up my day :D So here goes. (Hopefully I don't miss anyone out.) I love you guys ♥

( because long list is long; )

I was really feeling rather pleased today, seeing as how I seemed to have accomplished pretty much (by my standards). Till I learnt that Rafa and Roger crashed out of Montreal Masters.

Not to mention that Rafa might lose his No. 2 ranking to Murray, if Murray reaches the finals.

Freaks. It isn't FAIR. That Rafa should fall two ranks down within such a short span, especially since his knees have yet to fully heal. Talk about kicking a man when he's down >:|

I miss Rafa dominating the courts, and I really hope he makes it for US Open. I haven't been the most ardent of fans recently, but I truly do love Rafa and his tennis ♥

AND. On to the ranting.

I can't believe Roger fell to bloody @#$%^&*( Tsonga, of all people. I've never liked Tsonga, and I make no secret about that fact. Ever since he appeared as a dark horse in last year's Australian Open and defeated Rafa, I've disliked him. I started detesting him when he snubbed bluepolkadott when she asked him for an autograph at the airport.

Normally, I wouldn't care much if Roger lost - I'm no great Federer fan, clearly. But Tsonga just grates on my nerves, with his smug face and inexplicably superior attitude.

Basically, all I'm trying to say is that I HATE TSONGA.

Okay, end of rant.

On a side note, Facebook is screwed up and totally pissing me off.



I just realized I have a photo of Rafa's ass. Mmmmyeah :D I feel like a perv saying that. Maybe I should change my tennis icon to that *_*

BECAUSE I FOUND AN AWESOME BUNCH OF GAY FUNNY HARRY POTTER VIDEOS.












The videos lessened my stress considerably. I so need to find the soundtrack of Gay Boyfriend :D

Your Feet Say You're Flexible

You are more expressive than most people. You let everyone know how you're feeling - the good, the bad, and the ugly. You are a very passionate person. You are highly charged and easily inspired. You are an assertive person at times. You'll pull out all the stops to get what you want, if it's worth it. You don't fall in love easily. It's hard for you to connect to people, and you don't have many attachments. You are not afraid of anything. You are brave and courageous, even when most people would be terrified. You are very practical and down to earth. You're more concerned with action than thoughts. You are very spoiled. You don't work unless you have to, and you love to be waited on. You are easily influenced by other people. You're quite impressionable, so you should only be around people who are a good influence.

Stumbled on this on my f-list. To quote disfigureddream : crazy accurate.

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And on to life! Or lack thereof.

Saturday was probably the most fun I've had for a very long time. For once, everyone could make it, and that made it all the more awesome. Almost a throwback to 4faith days. The photos say it all.





Sunday was studying with Thalia at Marina Square's Gloria Jean's. Not many hours put in, but pretty solid, if I do say so myself. About 3 hours, then it was off to fancy high-end, out-of-budget stores for Lester's present. Which turned out quite a hoot. I'm not going to spill the beans, seeing as how I'll be giving him the present tomorrow. But I think one day I'll probably look back and reminisce over old photos and think: omg I can't believe I did such crazily mortifying things.

And I don't really know why I'm lj-ing now when there's a physics exam coming up tomorrow that I have to urgently cram for. That's poor time management (aka me) for you :/

So as incoherent and disjointed as this post may seem, I'll have to end here by saying that I seriously love all my friends. You guys are awesome ♥

Because I figured it's time for an update. Dad's email added laughter to my of-late terribly dismal life.


Suntan oil


 The four stages of life